As some of you know, I’m having surgery this morning. I’m nervous, not because of the surgery, but because of the after pain. Oh goodness. LOL I’ll be back next week to update you guys. Have a safe and blessed weekend. Love you guys. Be blessed and be happy!
Oh, what a day. I’m not gonna complain because I’m blessed compared to many others. I have my health, strength, family, and most of all, God. I miss my brother. I wish he was here at home, but he’s serving this country. Yesterday, our President, Barack Obama, the first Black President, was sworn in. That’s a big blessing. I’m so proud to be an American Black Woman!
I feel so lonely! This is a very depressing feeling. I can’t stand it any longer. I just wish I had someone to hold me and someone to spend time with. I know God knows all of the desires of my heart and as I’ve said many other times, he’s preparing someone for me as well as he’s preparing me for someone. Good night world. I’m gonna watch Golden Girls and do some cleaning.
Hi World. Did you have a good turkey day? I sure hope so. I did. My brother is home now, so thats better than the food. LOL I’m always happy to see him. So, what did grandma and mom cook? LOL I’m listening to Eminem Lose Yourself now. This is my shit. Be back to blog later. I need to clean up. Love you guys! -HUG-
This is a beautiful song. Her music is so deep. I’ve been listening to her since I was about 18. Get some Conya Doss in your life ya’ll! LOL The guy in this video is so sexy. I wish I knew his name.
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Man, I’m sitting here doing a lot of thinking. It’s really time for me to get back on it. I’ve been putting things off for a while now. Life has too many opportunities for me to be constantly doing this. I can’t sit here another year saying shoulda, woulda, coulda. No More, Sharonda! I need to start praying more, too.
Tonight, I’m gonna start back working on my writing and poetry and things I enjoy. Gwanerz, I swear you inspire me so much. - all emotional-. I love you, man.
Yo, what’s up with guys who don’t take care of their kids and the women go and have a baby with them thinking that they’re gonna do right back them? I just wanna say, ho, come on! I was at the ob-gyn listening to this girl talking about how “tyrone” has 6 kids and she pregnant and he don’t stop by no more. Women, Let’s wake up!
-Sings- ” Touch My Body”. Lawd knows I want somebody to. Just the touch of a man, a good man, will make my body melt like butter. I’m lying on my stomach with him on me rubbing all of his manhood and girth on me while whispering sweet things in my ear. UMMM…wouldn’t that be great.
Be back to blog later. I’m listening to Lil Kim and talking to Terrence. I love being me…
Sup, World? I haven’t blogged in a minute. I’ve been out of town visiting family. I’ve been back for a couple of weeks, but I’ve been to lazy to blog. I went to Mississippi to visit my Grandmother and friends. Gwanii has been begging me to blog, and Mara sent me an email asking why haven’t I blogged. I just got my new password, also. I’m sitting here now watching the TRL finale. I really enjoyed Beyonce’s performance of course. If you haven’t heard John Legend’s new album, you need to listen to it.
Okay, to the real deal now. Obama is our President! Ain’t that a blessing? Yes, It Is! Tupac, I guess it is Heaven sent and I ain’t talking bout Keyshia Cole. I’m am just loving Beyonce’s song “If I Were A Boy”. That’s some real shit ya’ll. I gotta get it together this upcoming year. No more procrastinating. It’s either police academy or back to school. I’m still praying about it. Okay, so I met this guy….HMMM. I’ll talk about that later though. I’ll be back to blog again, tonight.
I sometimes wish the UPS man would knock and deliver me a guy. I’d sign for him and be happy. It sucks being lonely. Damn kidnapping kids. I’m gonna kidnap someone’s husband. I want to have someone to cuddle with and make dinner for and give and recieve nice meaningful hallmark cards from. I mean, I don’t wanna walk around with his and her shirts but I wanna be his and him be mine. I know God hears my prayers. I wanna be Overloved like Paula Deanda sang about. I wanne be the like the girlfriend Omarion and Bow Wow talked about. I wanna be someone’s lady like DeAngelo sang about. I’m gonna be patient though because good things come to those who wait.
This has been an okay day, but I have a really bad headache and I’m so sleepy. I’m talking to my brother right now and he’s doing well. Me and Mr. are doing well. I just talked to him a little while ago. There is nothing on TV to watch. I don’t have anything to do tomorrow, so I’m not getting up to early. I’m not staying up all night either. I’m taking my medicine and getting me some sleep. I’m cooking some dinner for my mom right now. I really don’t want much to eat. I don’t want any meat. I’m just gonna eat some cabbage, cornbread, and candied yams. I might eat some more blackberry cobbler, too. Well, I’ll be back to write later.
Is what I’m gonna start doing. First, I blogged about people not voting when you have rights and freedom. Now, I’m blogging about people not going to school when there are so many opportunities out there and school is free most of the time. There are so many scholarships and grants and funds for education. Why are you not going and then complain when someone else is doing better than you? Get some financial aid or do something. I can’t afford it! Bullshit! Stop it, okay! Save that shit for the birds.
Why do people lie about how much money they make, but actions show differently. Sure. You or whomever you’re with make lots of money, but you don’t have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of. Just be real! Why do you feel you have to lie! I’m just sick of people. I’m making some changes in my life and if you’re one of them, don’t expect for me to talk to you from now on. Ugh!
Why is it that some women are so damn stupid? I can’t stand a woman who will dress up and her child looks like crap. That’s just all twisted up and backwards as hell. I know women who are just pitiful. Why the hell you got all those kids sleeping in one damn room while you take the other room and rent it out? I don’t understand that. Imma start turning people in the human resources. Kids of the opposite sex over a certain age are not supposed to be sleeping in the same room. The state won’t allow it and then you live in the projects and your children can’t be comfortable and have their own privacy cause you wanna be stupid. Once again, some women are just plain damn pitiful.
Why are you still there? If the damn shoe doesn’t fit, bitch stop trying to make it! I don’t wanna hear about shit else if you’re not trying to help your damn self!
If you’re gonna criticize someone, start with yourself. Confront yourself first. Okay, drinking is fine, but if you’re gonna do drugs and then claim to be a good parent and talk about everyone else, you have shit backwards. I was in the store today and heard a woman talking about she was going home and get high, but she was talking about someone else claiming to be a good parent, but she does this and that, and here she is doing the same damn thing. Like Johnny Taylor says, If you’re gonna tell on me, don’t forget to tell on you!
Whores: The only way to get rid of a bad reputation is to die or move! Why are you getting upset when people talk about you, but you’re putting yourself out there like that? Stop it women! Do we not have any pride? I have LOTS of male friends, but I’m not sleeping with them. You always say someone is calling you ho. Well, if it quacks then ho it’s a duck!
For people who smoke cigarettes, that shit is disgusting. Do not get into someone else’s car and fire that shit up and think they’re wrong when they tell you not to smoke. You should be respectful and know not to smoke around people who don’t smoke. Those damn commercials tell you everyday what that mess does to you and then you still do it. I just don’t understand
If what I’m saying offends anyone, frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn! This is my blog and I’ll say whatever I wanna say! I’m just sick of ignorant ass people. Ignorance is bliss to some people. They must live in utopia because they’re ignorance for some reason makes sense to them.
I’m getting my hair done Saturday. I can’t wait. I got me some really good condition/moisterizer today. I’m gonna wash my hair later and test it out. I wanna go to the spa and get a massage and get pampered for a few hours. I wanna live my life like the movies. LOL I like that song. Gotta love P$C and Lloyd! I’d be crazy without music and books to read. Right now I’m reading Sleeping With Strangers by Eric Jerome Dickey. He’s one of my favorite authors. His books are so good I picture them to be like a movie while I’m reading them.
I’m so sick of these Swiffer commercials. They’re kinda creepy to me for some odd ass reason. I’m watching Golden Girls now and just got done talking to my brother. Anyhoo, I’m gonna finish watching Golden Girls and talk to my sweetheart. Hugs and kisses my loved ones! To everyone else, eat a slug!